Hey ano1234

I saw you typed in English so i think that's what you rather liked so ill type in English too.

So obviously this situation sucks alot and you totally do not deserve this. I want you to know at least one thing you are absolutely NOT the reason your mother can't afford food (i know you probably know this but it's so so important to remember this).  You are not the fault for that or anything else. You are probably an amazing kid and i feel so sorry your mother doesn't see this. And i know this doesn't mean alot bcz you dont know me but i see you and how amazing you are. 

Is there anyone where you can crash for a few days a week? Like a good friend where you can sleep over? Or a friend that works or just has enough money that can give you sometimes a bit of money so you can buy food? I know its probably embarrassing to talk about these problems but it can also probably help you a bit. This is what i would do if i was in your situation. I hope you can get some help soon.

I hope this helped or at least give you al little bit of comfort. I kind of suck at this so soryyy

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Hi! Noticed you like English, so ill switch to that. Abviously, its not your fault at all. Your mom probably is just really stressed. Maybe try to check up on her! I understand that this is very hard to expierence,  just a reminder that it has nothing to do with you. Its probably really stressfull for you and your mom if you cant afoord food. Maybe try to find comfort in a hobby, or hang out with friends! It will probably distract you from it all. And the most important thing: talk about it with someone you trust! Opening up really works. Take care!