okay first

TRIGGER WARNING!!
suicide, cuts/selfharm, abuse

ik ga ook schrijven in engels, so sorry daarvoor

my parents started to abuse me since i was 8, its terrible, mental and physical, just this year it got way worse because of my grades, it has been so fucking bad that i tried to attempt suicide multiple times, i do selfharm everyday, and then with the abuse, life has been insanely painful

i have a disease, and probably a couple of mental diseases, i lost almost all my friends so i have no one there for me

i struggle because im confused about my gender, im trans at the moment and use he/they

i never felt loved, i never experienced real love, it hurts you know

my brain kinda settled to kill myself

we’ll see

thank you for reading.

( deels aangepast door de Kindertelefoon vanwege forumregel 9: ‘ Plaats geen illegale, schadelijke, triggerende en/of choquerende (seksuele) inhoud of links op het forum.’  , zelfmoordaankondigingen worden verwijderd omdat die choquerend of triggerend kunnen zijn voor anderen )