I wake up.. I have been listening to sad music and cried I regretted that I mean I could have been dead for some time well still breathing but you know..  I wanna keep laying in my bed till my last breathe. I'm trying to find help but my angst for socaliazing is keeping me in the trap I am.. I tell myself I don't have depression I don't need to search help I decided to go downn stairs being moody as always I just ate a cracker packed my bag and got to school I put on my mask and walk to the table I’m always sitting my friends join me and I feel a little life sparkel I wish I always could be with my friends..

dear friend you are everything for me..