Hi,
Ik ga dit topic in het Engels typen want zo kan ik beter mijn gedachtes en gevoelens uiten, ik hoop dat jullie dit niet erg vinden.
So much is happening in my life and none of it is positive. For example: My boyfriend is cheating on me (he doesn't know that I know) but I don't want to confront him about it because I still love him and I dont want to lose him but he doesnt care about me or my feelings at all.
I also have all of these negative thoughts that keep getting worse, I experience weird thoughts and feelings (I literally dont know how to explain everything) I think I have bpd (or something else) because sh!t just doesnt feel right or okay, I overthink 24/7 and it's killing me. I'm just so tired and I am actually going to kill myself I just need to make a plan and set a date and then it's final. And I cant tell anyone about my feelings because they dont believe me and they just think that I'm an attention seeker.
