Hi..
First, I wanna appreciate the fact that you wanna seek help rather than trying to harm yourself and do something harsh. I personally don't know anything about your life, but from whatever information you gave about your best friend.. I don't think she really wants to be your best friend right now. Give her time, people do change. See if your relationship is going to mend. I know it hurts a lot. I've been there. At one point, I didn't have any friends and even thought about self exit. A couple of years later.. I met a girl, whose now my best friend. You might find a new best friend too. Who knows? And it does take time,I'm not gonna lie about that. You have to learn to like your company. You should find peace in being alone. I'm so sorry, I kinda understand how lonely you must feel since both friends and family don't seem to understand you.
I don't know if this is gonna help.. But hey, nothing wrong in trying. I suggest you to quit social media for a while whether you use it a lot or just once in a while, and try to work on yourself and learn to like your own company rather than looking at other people and their life. Try a new hobby.. A new instrument maybe? And if you can't afford one and your parents aren't gonna buy you one.. Trying something like art or reading novels. Find what genres are for you. There's probably atleast one genre that you might like (I personally read Sci fi, fantasy and thriller.)
Hope it helps. Hang in there buddy. I'm not gonna say life is going to get better. It may or may not. But let's atleast try to face and see what life wants to throw at us. This might be a weird suggestion but it works for me 
, I just laugh at myself when I'm at a pathetic situation and just go to sleep. It's been a long journey though, to get to a point where I can laugh at myself.
Hope you have a good day
Thank you so much it helped a bit and i am trying to do better i work out 4 times a week i practice the trumpet every day same with streching cause i practise karate and taelwondo at home
Hoi @Anoniem657 ,
Heel goed van je dat je dit vertelt! Je zit in een nogal lastige situatie zien we. Onthoud dat je er niet alleen voor staat. Je kunt met De Kindertelefoon elke dag van 11:00 tot 21.00 uur bellen (0800-0432) of met ons chatten als je anoniem je verhaal wil delen of samen met de Kindertelefoon wil kijken hoe je je situatie kunt verbeteren. Nogmaals heel goed van je dat je dit durft te vertellen!
Veel sterkte!
Liz, (De Kindertelefoon)
